1 + 1 = 3?

As it says in the photo caption, I am what I choose to be. I know who I am and what I am capable of, even if I do not admit it. There is a part of me, a side I choose to keep hidden, for reasons both good and bad. It's an advantage, I refuse to give(though I give too much too fast) all of myself.

Everyone has some skeletons in their closet right?

I do not understand why I have the attention span of a 5 year old. I cannot seem to focus on any one thing for too long. That added to a bad habit of procrastinating, makes ir so difficult for me to do work on time. I had such a long time to write my final year project report, and I realise that I started all of 4 days ago. I just had no interest, I barely understood the other reports I had to read. Imagine having to write one of those complicated things on my own. Utter Frustration. I even had the nerve to watch tv while I was supposed to focus on work. I slept for 2 hours last night and when it came close to submission time I was wide awake. Something is wrong here. I choose to blame it on the fact that it's science and I do not like it.

That added to having to coordinate manpower for tomorrow's family day event at East Coast Park. The pros and cons of working with people, even people you generally like and are your friends.

I'm drained. That and still there is the ever looming issue with the "three muskateers" as Amirul likes to call them. I can't decide, which isnt new and the one i want, just doesnt seem to be right.

help?