"Do You Believe In Love"

Just one day If I could hold you in my arms

Close to my heart where you belong

Love of my life you really are

Still be showering you with kisses like snow in winter

Remember back in the day we were like best of friends

But we were falling in love we never could pretend

Night after night we used to talk about me and you

The things we'd do together forever?

Do you believe in love?

And the promise that it brings

That you'll never grow apart

Well that's what she said to me

Why did you have to go?

We were inseparable

You and me will always be together for eternity

Just one day

If I could touch your face again

Words can't describe how I'm feeling

If I could turn back the hands of time

I'd still be holding on wishes that you left behind

Remember moments when there was nothing better than

A stroll in the park walking hand in hand

I'll never forget the times we talked about me and you

The things we do together forever

Do you believe in love?

And the promise that it brings

That you'll never grow apart

Well that's what she said to me

Why did you have to go? We were inseparable

You and me will always be together for eternity

The words you said to me before you slipped away

Are still with me girl to this very day yeah

In everything I do to everything I say

You'll always be the sunshine in my life

And yes I believe in love

Do you believe in love?

And the promise that it brings

That you'll never grow apart

Well that's what she said to me

Why did you have to go?

We were inseparable

You and me will always be together for eternity

So do you believe? I'm not sure I want to.

FINALLY!

I can't even remember how long it's been since I've gone shopping properly. The sheer joy of picking up everything and anything (although apparently I was picky yesterday) and trying them on, debating on which looks nicer and on whom. Even the 'depressing' vibes that go through my mind when I realise I can't afford something, have been missed. Retail therapy is by far my favourite.

I spent way too much though, on a gorgeous dress, and an off shoulder top that I has been in my mental wish list for the longest time, among other things. Sorry rox, I know now we have something else identical, but I would have totally regretted not getting one of my own, kinda like you and your shorts. I only wish the ones I saw had fit better.

That added to the things I bought online would bring my grand shopping total for this month to nearly $300. Which I wouldn't consider to be such an exorbitant sum if I happen to be working alot more than I have in the past 2 months. Can I blame it on the GSS?

Newly revised goals for the next 2 months.

1. Singfest 2008 tickets - $100 (thanks to my dad for sponsoring the rest)

2. Sunnies - $400-500 (you know they're gonna be fabulous)

3. Pinstripe Shorts - $40

4. Havaianas - $50

5. Bag - $70 (just something nice and casual for school and stuffs)

6. Dresses - ??? (cause I love dresses and I'll never have enough, like shoes)

I need to either work my butt off, or be a really good girl and beg for it. I'm just glad I do not have to be up early tomorrow. My brain cannot handle having 4 hours of sleep every night. I need 10!

I'm hungry.

1 + 1 = 3?

As it says in the photo caption, I am what I choose to be. I know who I am and what I am capable of, even if I do not admit it. There is a part of me, a side I choose to keep hidden, for reasons both good and bad. It's an advantage, I refuse to give(though I give too much too fast) all of myself.

Everyone has some skeletons in their closet right?

I do not understand why I have the attention span of a 5 year old. I cannot seem to focus on any one thing for too long. That added to a bad habit of procrastinating, makes ir so difficult for me to do work on time. I had such a long time to write my final year project report, and I realise that I started all of 4 days ago. I just had no interest, I barely understood the other reports I had to read. Imagine having to write one of those complicated things on my own. Utter Frustration. I even had the nerve to watch tv while I was supposed to focus on work. I slept for 2 hours last night and when it came close to submission time I was wide awake. Something is wrong here. I choose to blame it on the fact that it's science and I do not like it.

That added to having to coordinate manpower for tomorrow's family day event at East Coast Park. The pros and cons of working with people, even people you generally like and are your friends.

I'm drained. That and still there is the ever looming issue with the "three muskateers" as Amirul likes to call them. I can't decide, which isnt new and the one i want, just doesnt seem to be right.

help?

zoom zoom boing boing

April has dashed by me in a blurry haze. I can't decide if it was the monotony of it all or simply the lack of anything really exciting. I have worked alot, stretched myself beyond my limits when it comes to sleeping and waking up, and didn't party enough during my 2 week holidays.


the worst part...

I havent shopped enough!!!

I miss the lull of the holidays. This quiet, seemingly endless expanse of time where you dont have to plan anything. Just letting things flow and move and happen at random.

I'm trying desperately to squeeze in all the things I want to do and come up with the cash to do it all.

Question 1 :
Is it possible to love more than one and to want more than just one for different reasons?