It's almost the end of the month and I'm stuck in class on a Monday morning learning about Chemistry. Normally I would be blue, but I had a fantabulous weekend and more than anything I wish I could replay it over and over again as much as I want.

I spent Saturday having lunch and an awesome steamboat dinner with my family to celebrate my mum's brithday. It was awesome, plus my dad let me have a drink before I left. Went clubbing at Cheekys to celebrate my Bestie's birthday. (LOVE U ANN!!!) The best part? I got to bring Shaun along. We met Jarell and some of his friends there too and we had a blast. The music was awesome just because I liked it, hehehe and I think I managed to dance off the big dinner I had. I wanted to drink much more than I actually did but I promised my mum that I wouldnt. Booooo

Sunday was just the icing on my weekend cake. Went to work and later met my darling Shaun for a movie. Had dinner and dessert at Paragon, Projectshop Cafe. Omg I died and went to chocolate heaven, for an hour. There was awesome turkey-cranberry sandwiches and the biggest most sinful chocolate cake I have ever seen, next to a huge scoop of ice-cream. YUMMMMMMMAAAAYYYYY. I have so missed being out with him. Hehehehe, it made me all giggly and happy and I havent felt that for a long time. The feeling that nothing else matters or

can affect me as long as I'm with him.

Yay, reminiscing made me happy.

*giggles and bounces off*

you are love

It's been so so long since I've tasted such bliss. It's taken me so long to put things right and realise what is important. I can actually say I'm relatively happy and I have some specialpeople to thank.
The Best Friends who I cant spend enough time with.
Roxx, for being my listening ear and awesome shopping buddy.
My family who keeps me grounded and who really are the epitome of love and security.

Last but not least, that certain someone who will always have a place in my heart. All I can say is that we'll get it back, all we used to have and share, cause I'm still here, I never left.




Agar mein aawaz hun to tum mera geet ho

If I’m the voice your are my lyrics

highlights

Omg, i'm nervous, excited, ecstatic and scared all at the same time. I'm finally gonna get my hair highlighted again after 6 looong months, no wait it's 7. I wish I was in Canada for this, I miss the wonderful woman who did my hair. Her name's Dior and goodness, she cut my hair and coloured it for me 7 months ago and it grew out beautifully. It's at a completely different level compared to all the sucky hair-jobs I've seen here and on some people whose names I shall not mention.

The last thing I want is an Ah-lian looking do but i'm gonna get my hair done at Supercuts, I reserve the right to be nervous, If it wasn't so cheap I would probably go elsewhere. Oh well, it'll be an experiment, and an expensive one no doubt.

Now i'm at a crossroads, orangey-brown, reddish-coppery-brown, or maroony-mahogany?
I can't make up my mind!!!
Guess i'll have to decide when i get there. I promise to upload lots of pics of the first looks, being the cam whore that I am. =))

AAaaannnndddd in other news, i miss shaun. which is more of a reminder than news.

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance'

Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up'

Cause you know,you know,

you know

That I love you,

I have loved you all along

And I miss you,

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me, and you'll never go

Stop breathing ifI don't see you anymore

S...

I see you in the world around me,
I hear you in these songs,
I feel your love around me,
with you is where I know I belong.

I miss your smile and laugh
I miss your little jokes
I miss the way you look at me
your hugs, my comfort and warmth.

I miss how we used to talk
I miss our special signs,
I miss how we used to play,
lilltle things that made me yours and you mine.

months have passed
and much has gone by
but for all I tried to run and hide
all I really want is one more try

gonna lock it up and throw away the key

fuck the english this time...

i hate how i care and hope and trust, cause all i seem to get nowadays is disappointment. I don't understand why it has to be me, who gets to hear the nicest things, who has been promised the world or something I care about, only to have it dangled infront of me and smashed to the ground.

i bet this is karma, this is for the boy i love whose heart i broke. now i have to deal with the consequences. fuck this, i hate the hurt, yet i cant help but care, and get upset with people who i dont wanna be upset with.

as much as i wanna laugh and smile and still be okay, i can't. i wanna scream and cry and now i really wonder, what the hell is wrong with me? what did i do? what should I do?
cause more than anything, i dont wanna blame you, or you, or you!!!

AND SERIOUSLY, THIS BLOG SHOULD NOT BE SOME EMO SHIT BLOG!!!