In my long absence, I thought about why people have blogs and where their motivation comes from. I realise that I have no mood to type anything most of the time. Uploading pictures is a night mare and more often than not, I get so lazy. Then I coe across someone's blog and it is filled with all the monotonous details of her daily life. All the way down to her waking up and taking a bus. God forbid my blog should turn into a detailed record of my daily routine.

The settling into a new year is usually followed by resolutions and the hope that by December we would have accomplished something significant. This year, feels different somehow. Like it isn't even upon us yet. Looking back, 07 sucked big time. The only highlight for me, my Birthday, which is always a highlight of any year. Sure, things happened and doors opened up, but I guess I didn't feel it because I didnt even feel the excitement that builds before Christmas. I didn't feel snuggly and happy. I didn't sing songs. It just wasn't as magical as I remember and it hurts. I'm still a kid at heart, sentimental about Christmas and Santa and how a New Year Party should be.

Oh well, I guess for now I will just look forward and enjoy eveyday, hopefully with the help of a Starburst lollypop.