Chilling

It's been nearly a month and if I hadn't tried really hard, I would not have remembered what I last posted here. Well, in the end it all came rushing back. I was referring to Shaun, who I hope is adjusting to being single. It was both hard and easy and well, I don't blame him for resenting me for it.

These past weeks were all, school, work, shopping and Chilling. Thank You H. It's been much needed and appreciated. Thanks to Roxx too. She's been a blessing. I think I went through all the emotions that can possibly exist in my heart and in my mind. Let me just say it's not all that fabulous.

I like where I am now though. It's a new lease all over again. I get to do what I want within reason and the thrill of turning 18 has not worn out. It's been such an eye opener. The only problem is that I'm expected to grow up, be more Mature, and yet I'll smile my silly smile and hold on to all the little things that I loved since I was little.

I still love presents, big and small,( I love it more when it's a surprise,)
I love sweets and chocolates.
I love balloons and cartoons.
I love my stuff animals and I have to have them near me when I sleep
I love the smell of rain
I love playing in the rain
and I think I have some sort of touch dependency.

I miss the people I havent seen in ages, Char and Vanessa, Fad, Raksha, Syahmi, Don and so many others. All I can do now is countdown the 4 more days til my holidays.

Oh and did I mention my new obsession?
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