I know what I want but I just wish my head would not get in the way. I know all the reasons why I shouldnt and all the reasons it won't work. I know why I myself wish it wasnt but why then do I want to remember all the small details. Why do i want to see him smile at me and hear his voice on the phone. He is the only one I cry for. His is the only "i love you" that means anything to me and the only one who still has my heart.

I remember. His and no one elses.