Sunday, July 08, 2007

gonna lock it up and throw away the key

fuck the english this time...

i hate how i care and hope and trust, cause all i seem to get nowadays is disappointment. I don't understand why it has to be me, who gets to hear the nicest things, who has been promised the world or something I care about, only to have it dangled infront of me and smashed to the ground.

i bet this is karma, this is for the boy i love whose heart i broke. now i have to deal with the consequences. fuck this, i hate the hurt, yet i cant help but care, and get upset with people who i dont wanna be upset with.

as much as i wanna laugh and smile and still be okay, i can't. i wanna scream and cry and now i really wonder, what the hell is wrong with me? what did i do? what should I do?
cause more than anything, i dont wanna blame you, or you, or you!!!

AND SERIOUSLY, THIS BLOG SHOULD NOT BE SOME EMO SHIT BLOG!!!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I accept you in confidence,
I listen and admire your wisdom.
We are one when we are together,
You and I will always be friends.
When you are angry,I am there to sooth your aggression.
When you are sad,I am there to cheer you up.
We understand each others thoughts,Words with us aren’t needed.
We have a trust that is very rare,
You and I will always be friends.
What we enjoy doing together comes natural,
We accept life and move ahead.
I am your shadow and you mine,
We are inseparable if only in mind


No more emo post can??
I cant see u down....