Thursday, June 28, 2007

Can't look at this the same...

The things I never questioned, I now do.
The things I never minded, now grate on me.

I dont know why but now the small silly things that I never noticed before or that I never minded seem so stupid and irritating that I wonder why I never said anything or why I still stuck around for so long. I don't understand why the superficial aspects are completely affecting me and all my decisions.

The words, the actions, just seem so unnecessary. Most of all, the proximity of it all makes things so much harder to avoid. I wanna run away most times.

It gets so hard to believe all the things I hear. I hear things from different people, people who know more than me and I start to question. All those things I heard, all the promises, the bragging. Is it all true or have I been played for a fool?

1 comment:

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