I'm just wondering, why on earth I am attempting to graduate with a diploma in biomedical sciences. It's not for me. I have no real interest or discipline to do science. It's utterly monotonous. Whatever knowledge I gained in secondary school is currently eluding me. I can't seem to get into the mood to even want to try. Should have gone to do Law at Temasek. Ah well, what's done is done so I guess I'll have to make the most of it.
Yesterday was great, well, the first part at least. I managed to finally spend one-on-one time with my BEST Friend Raksha!!! It's been months, and somehow out timetables kept clashing. We basically spent the whole day in front of the tv, watching Notre Dame de Paris (the proper french version), and talking about everything that we've missed.
I'm getting irritated by guys. Guys who think they have me in the palm of their hand, guys who think they are all that, and then there are those that say all the right things but never follow through. I mean, there is only so much I'm gonna take. The downside to singledom, not having that warm security net who was always there when I needed him. The one person who would have loved me no matter what. Him, I push away all because I know I cant make him happy the way he deserves. We were too different and he demanded more of me than I could give. Relationships are just complicated, but in so many ways, appealing.
you won me with your words, but your actions push me away.
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It sucks when a guy has to push someone he cares about.. thats something lots of girls dont understand..
I give excuses, I push you away,
It hurts me to say,
that i will not make you pay,
pay for the mistakes i make,
for the pain and grieve i face,
i dont want to hurt you, and i never will, but i say to you, move on, and leave this broken heart.
The hardest part of being a friend
is knowing when you need it a little
and when you need it a lot.
So just in case you're in need
of a friendly "hi" today,
I wanted to let you know I'm here still caring,
still thinking about you,
and still being your friend.
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