THESE ARE ALL THE THINGS i WANT TO SAY TO YOU!
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU FOR WALKING OUT ON ME
I HATE YOU FOR LYING TO MY FACE
I HATE THAT YOU SAID ALL THOSE THINGS AND DIDNT MEAN IT
I HATE THAT YOU MANAGED TO FOOL ME
TO BLIND SIGHT ME INTO THINKING THAT CRAP WAS LOVE
THAT WAS NOT LOVE
THAT WAS ME BEING THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND
PERFECT
FOR NO ONE BUT YOU
DAMN BLOODY PERFECT
BUT I KNEW BETTER
I KNEW BETTER THAN TO TRUST YOU
BUT I DID
BECAUSE I THOUGHT I COULD GIVE YOU THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT
I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT SOMEONE COULD TAKE HIS PLACE
AND THE FACT THAT YOU SHARED HIS NAME
THAT YOU REMINDED ME SO MUCH OF HIM
MADE ME FOOLISH
I HATE YOU
I HATE THAT YOU HURT ME
MORE THAN ANYTHING
I WANT TO HURT YOU
I AM NOT A BAD PERSON
BUT TO YOU
I WANT TO BE
I WANT TO HURT YOU THE WAY YOU HURT ME
I WANT TO PROVE THAT THIS IS NOT MY FAULT
THIS MESS
THIS STUPID STUPID MESS IS YOUR FAULT
I AM NOT THE ONE WHO SHOULD HAVE TO SUFFER IN SILENCE
TO LISTEN AND UNDERSTAND AND BE COMPLETELY OKAY
I HATE THAT YOU MADE ME SMILE AND LET ME BELIEVE ALL THAT BULLSHIT
I HATE THAT YOU MADE ME BLAME AND QUESTION MYSELF FOR BEING SO PERFECT TO YOU
FOR NOT SHOUTING AND CRYING AND DEMANDING
A SINGLE MINUTE OF YOUR TIME
I ASKED YOU FOR NOTHING
MY MISTAKE WAS IN HAVING ANY HOPE THAT YOU ARE A DECENT PERSON.
BECAUSE I HAVE NO PROOF OF THAT NOW
ALL I SEE IS A GREAT ACTOR
AND I AM FINALLY STRONG ENOUGH TO FACE THE FACT THAT YOU WON
SO NOW I'M DONE
I'M DONE PRETENDING AND BEING A NICE PERSON WHEN YOU CALL OR MESSAGE ME
I'M DONE WITH YOU.